KatzyKins Cries

 Years ago when I was like 24 or 25, I was in a position with dubious consent-- I hadn't noticed how drunk the other person was, she was carrying it VERY well-- buuuut then she threw up xD  and I was like "Oh fuck," after puking all over my bed, my *also* buzzed ass was like "oh shit, she's gonna be hurting tomorrow.)  So I don't know if this follow up was wrong? I feel super dumb for not noticing she was drunk--but up until the puke point, she  exhibited NO signs that she was too drunk to consent. She wasn't falling asleep or swinging around weird, or going limp.  I think what happened is (we'd been flirting the whole night) I think she drank faster to work up the nerve to talk to me and make that move on me. So it hit her all at once. :( Unfortunate, xD she's cute, she didn't have to be too smooth lol. I was very close to virginal in those days lol especially with women.  She had said she was interested in me WHILE sober and she didn't e...

 Fibromyalgia symptoms are resurfacing HARD after a good 3 years of having it under control. x3x; My back is shot, the brain fog is chaos. The second I get home, I'm vegging out and complaining.  I had ramen yesterday and I think the salt is making it worse, because right after, I got the leg tingling.  >:I and if *any* physical pain makes me cry, then it's BAD. I got dermals in my face >:C pain is not a problem. The bf lost a guilty gear battle over it, ffff ;w; "Pls don't cry" I was mostly crying over the thought of being immobile again .-. pain was secondary, although it SUPER pissed me off when I was trying to sleep with it...fuckin RLS.   I haven't been able to really go to the gym either x3x; but I gotta fix my diet first...This isn't good.  Haven't really made anything in a while. No art no nothing. I've had this migraine that isn't going away for almost 2 weeks now.  I toyed around with the idea of making a webcomic o3o <3 and ...